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PAST

Memories of the past held in high esteem
The life we lived then seems to be the best for some of us
Our personality to us was indispensable
Now we know the world can do without anyone
It is said that the past is to be remembered but not a good place to stay
For me the remembrance of my past still haunts me
I wish i could rewind time
So, I could do many things differently
But that's impossible
I'm now a shadow of myself
Left to fend for himself
Neglected by so-called loved ones
Betrayed by respected elders
Now, I see everybody as an enemy
My trust is gone as a loved one who dies in the arms of one's hand
Insecurity is my biggest fear and problem
Instead of being interdependent
I've been taken from independence to dependence
I take no responsibility for my life
Others take the blame
My emotions are controlled by my situation
My Past! My Past!! My Past!!!

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